building me
< 2004-11-03 - 6:10 p.m. >

remember when you picked on my insecurities?
remember your hands around my neck?
and how i loathed you for it

my scribbled ideals for greater me's and greater directions lying ripped and torn on the floor, after a night of deprived sleep
too much looking back on past terrors gone by, not enough of focusing on better things

remember the backhands across the face before school?
remember the deathstares in the car?

i will make a greater me, a defencive me, a stronger willed me, a me of intellegence (enough to tear you down)
a me to show you where your mistakes live, a me not made of scared memories and forced decisions

remember the fist through the wall?
remember the sarcastic comments?

now remember where i am?
and remember that with her...

written by gavin brice
(originally written 3/11/2004)