calls me at 5
< 2003-08-23 - 11:41 p.m. >

it's strange.....

how all of my moods are conveniently wrapped into this package of humaness- this life (as well as theirs) is sooo important to live, so do it well.

i know too many people, but have just started to share my stories (of life) with the majority of them - so "hi" from someone you might know (or don't want to anymore.) my change is for the best, so why don't i do so? i feel compelled to live in a situation that is an opposite of it's self each seperate day. i can go from loved to loving in a micro-second and my opinion already thinks thats for the best. there's always a lingering factor of paranoia in this (what seems) perfect life, but conscience has my number of it's speed dial and calls me at 5 in the morning to talk to me about it's wrongs and apologises, says "goodbye" and hangs up.

calls me at 5

calls me @ five..?

realization that i'm stupid, that i'm making a mountian out of a molehill, only cause it calls me at 5

calls me at 5

calls me @ five..?

if i'd slept for another 10 mins (without the phone ringing) i'd not've had this great realization, so i'm grrateful that, conscience cals me at 5, conscience is my wake up call.