that i do to me
< 2003-06-04 - 4:52 p.m. >

it looks like i've broken me

it looks like i've broken me

and i've hurt me the most

and i didnt see that coming

and i can stay mad at me....

but moreso?

i hate me enough as it is

the morror mocks me, because it doesnt show who i am..

it shows a being

one that looks as if of substance

that being is not me, that person i am yet to meet

but he seems alright

and i make myself feel worse

and i make myself feel lesser of

and i make it harder for you to get thru to me

and i make it even harder for me to get thru to me

so it seems that i've broken me

it seems that im broken

im to blame

me

all my own way of getting here

here is nowhere to me, because nowhere isnt where i want to be

and that is here

i dont show being

i dont show substance

i show lies, i show this to even me

so i dont know who i am

so i can live in that act without losing face

and i make myself feel worse

and i make myself feel lesser of

and i make it harder for you to get thru to me

and i make it even harder for me to get thru to me

and i make myself feel worse

and i make myself feel lesser of

and i make it harder for you to get thru to me

and i make it even harder for me to get thru to me

and i hurt you

written by gavin brice

(originally on 14/12/2002)