what you ask of me
< 2003-07-09 - 11:49 a.m. >

i am a lessor - i am a loser

i am silent about it all - i take it - i am worthless - i want you to know it

i am a theif - i am a criminal - i am not a friend - i am never thinking but always

i want to steal those lyrics - i dont deserve your heart - i wont tell you

i try to care - im not what matters - i am your toy to play with and break

i am a liar - i am a fake - i am a user - i am a taker - i am an idiot - im not fair

i would love you to help me - im old - im new - im broken

i tend to be what you ask of me, not what you tell me* and to keep you happy i'll try to be what you ask of me* and i'll be sorry when i cant be, what you ask of me* i want you to try again later

i am not true to myself - i am hungry for love - i am a soul of some sorts

i cant hold my own - i want to impress you - i want your arms to not let go

i want you to do better - i know you can - i played songs for you - i ask a lot

i see time, money, love, hate, perfectionlessness, me as all enemies

i cant help it - i blame (not here) parents - i should blame me - i want more

i want you to let me push you away - i hurt more that way

i tend to be what you ask of me, not what you tell me* and to keep you happy i'll try to be what you ask of me* and i'll be sorry when i cant be, what you ask of me* i want you to try again later

i dont want to hear about your ex-boyfriends - i want to know what i cant/dont

i want to hear the bullet so close - i want to know that you dont regret that desicion and that you'd gladly do it again

i want to know that i'd win the fist fight before i jumped in - i (like all) want it to be easier

i want you to branch out - i want to die, so that you cant help, when before you didnt want to - i want to make you feel bad - i want you to curse the day you ever fucking met me